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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Tag: What makes you imperfect? *edit with FOTD*

Hi guys! Long time no see! How are you all doing?

Today I want to start a tag, and it's about the things that make you imperfect. I, for one, always believe that beauty lies within the imperfections. Imperfections make us human; imperfections make us fun; and most importantly, imperfections make us unique. I don't know if this tag has been done before, so....yea. I don't want to set rules or anything, since most people don't want to follow that anyway, :P. So, if you want to do one, please feel free to do so. However, please don't feel like you are obligated to do the tag (I know sometimes I feel guilty when I get tagged but don't do the tag).

Here are my imperfections:

1. I get jealous...like destroy-everything-I-touch jealous. I'm a true Scorpio, I DO NOT tolerate any type of activities that even resemble infidelity/betrayal. This is not just about BF/GF, this is among friends too. I DO NOT do well when my friends become more friendly to other people.
ex: A, B, and I are all friends with each other. B and I have always been closer than B is with A. However, recently B got increasing closer with A. This is when I get very jealous and feel that I've been betrayed. I cannot be friends with either of them, so I lose two friends.
I know this is very destructive and overreacting, but I am kinda OCD about emotions. Everything has to be pure. I know, I'm very weird.

2. I am messy. My room looks like it's been hit with a hurricane/tornado/tsunami/earthquake at the same time. I've always admired those people who are very organized and clean (I call them overachievers/perfectionists).

3. I am anti-social. I hate hanging out with people. I think this has something to do with my previous experiences. I've been back stabbed and lied to so many times by so called "friends" and I no longer trust humanity as a whole. This also explains why I take an extreme liking for animals. They can't hurt you, can they?

4. I curse like a sailor. This is probably due to my limited angry vocab, so I'm trying to make up for that by checking out Urban Dictionary regularly.

5. I am very very impatient and have a very short fuse. I get angry/frustrated very easily. When I get mad I get MAD, like throwing stuff and screaming. Props to my BF for putting up with me for over 4 years.

6. I have hurt myself in many ways. When I was younger, I was very depressed (still depressed fairly frequently). I have tried various ways of self harm. I've been a cutter, bulimic, anorexic, and I've taken enough sleeping pills to knock out an elephant. Yes, I knew that they were bad for me, but I did them anyways. I just felt very lonely and very very angry. I'm angry at the world. Everytime I watch the news I get more frustrated and vulnerable due to my inability to do anything. I am doing better after I met my BF though. He taught me to be ok with the world. I still have a lot of hidden anger and frustration though.

7. I get the most intense road rage EVER! Seriously, you DO NOT want to be on the road with me. I speed and I honk...a lot. LOL!

*EDIT*
Since I haven't seen you guys in a while, I thought it might be fun to post a lamo neutral FOTD. I used the CS 28 neutral palette...yes, I know I've gained a bunch of weight...Damn Thanksgiving!





What I used:
--Rimmel Renew & Lift foundation
--BN concealer in Mellow yellow and mellow orange
--CS contour/blush palette
--La Femme Peach sparkle as blush
--Senna Glisten Rose to highlight
--L'oreal HIP paint in secretive as a base
--CS 28 neutral palette
--Stila smudgepot in black
--Jordana color x-tend liner in black out on the lower lashline
--mascara
--L'oreal HIP jellybalm in succulent


Well, that pretty much summed up everything for me. Thanks for reading! PLMK if you have any questions or concerns.
Tao

17 comments:

Mayhem said...

I fucking hate how I can't get feeds off your blog. Lame.
But yes, I love Scorpios - Get mad fast and STAY mad, lol.

I'm imperfect, because I'm insecure, short-tempered, and I tend to get nervous over everything.
When I'm pissed, I get pissed at everyone, and I get self-destructive.
Physically, I pick at my skin when I'm stressed [dermatillomania,] and I have the worst battle scars on my ankle [twisted ankle, on top of that, burns, on the same ankle.] I'm probably going to get it covered with a tattoo anyways. Bleh.

Oh. And I'm impatient.

I love your face just so you know. I'm not far east asian, I'm a brownie lol - but I know a lovely face when I see one.

L said...

i am quite mean when I get jealous.. hehe.

anyway, thanks for sharing. I might do this one too.

angie519 said...

Aww you're too cute!

I also highly regard loyalty and honesty when it comes to relationships and friendships. I'm also a bit anti-social haha. I've also turned into quite a cynic.

Hahah I relate to #4 and #7 quite well! Esp combined! Hahah

It's good to know you're doing better. There are too many things to be mad at the world about. Being angry and hurt by it won't do any immediate good unfortunately...

I rely on my doggies to make up for the disappointment I feel in the human race.

M said...

I'm such a stalker. Once again, no feed - and yet I'm back again, lolzies.
Very cute makeup.

心。葵 @ plue said...

hello!

i am a Scorpio too! :P

i share trades of 1,2,3,4,5 and 7!

and may i add in another one?

i can't stand betrayal!

cheers,
plue

Kimberly Tia said...

o m g

i think all your imperfections were looking at me in the face. lol

you know what else peeves me... when you wash your face or hands and your sleeves get wet... something so small makes me go BONKERS!!

Ethereal Prey said...

LOL. I think you and me have the same things going on, except i'm a Capricorn! but hell i have a short fuse and i will go off! hee hee!

Babsyboo said...

Darling, you havnt gained weight at all..so dont worry at all about that. I struggle so much with my weight its funny..ive just stopped now..cuz i just dont feel like doing anything anymore..Suggest me something if u wanna.

Secondly, love the foto's and yes everyone of us has something that pisses us off..im jealous, im slightly nosey, im insecure (should be my middle name) and i have yet to come across someone who can control all this. I pick at my zits..so i have a bunch of scars...ahhh the list is endless.
Love u loads. hugs* Take care.

fuzkittie said...

That beautiful face.. how can it be angry all the time?? :p I never imagined you to be the RAGE type, haha.

ANGE said...

I did ur tag :)

Nic Nic said...

really pretty neutral look!

thanks for sharing sharing! sounds like a typical scropio :P my bf is a scorpio... so I really see some of those side you've listed! haha.

the girl with lots of nicknames said...

same with me: 1,2,3,4,5
i'm not even a scorpio! lol

lovely look as always tao. :)

Wind said...

Love the natural look! And thank you for writing about the things you dislike about yourself =) It's hard for a lot of us, including myself, to admit to our weaknesses.

BTW, I'm watching your vid on YouTube right now!!! haha

cheryl said...

oh i love your lip colours here...

girl u're pretty intense! i'm a libra and am not very sociable as well...in fact, i was thinking yesterday, "i'm so sick of everyone around me!" so i'm actually getting out of town for a couple of days next week, lol...

mayaari said...

with all the funny faces you make, you look like the least angry person around - who knew? haha, we sound really similar in a lot of ways, only I'm a stubborn Aries. I only contradict #2 (I'm one of those OCD perfectionists, but I slack every now and then) #6 (I get depressed but never really did anything to inflict harm) and #7 (no car, but I get passenger road rage, if that makes any sense)

New Chapters. Same Vvn. said...

Hey hey how you going?

Thanks for sharing little info about you ^.^

I was just wondering if you could do a tutorial on how to do your liquid liner so so perfect - a step by step picture would be great.

Looking forward to it :) thanks in advance ^.^

The Black Panther said...

Are you sure you are not me?