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Thursday, March 19, 2009

Uncertainty....

I have reached an intersection and I don't know what to do.

I don't want to lose this... (My baby finally turned 21!! God I feel old...)


yet I don't want to compromise my pursuit of higher education (that is, if I got accepted).

I'm feeling blue...I need some Prozac stat! LOL!

Oh, before I forget, here's a haul video. More stuff on the way though.



Anyway, a little sneak peek at the upcoming reviews.


I'm out.
Tao

P.S. This entry is really lame. I know.
P.P.S. The cafeteria at Sam's club has RIDICULOUSLY cheap food.
P.P.P.S. I had an entire Tombstone Supreme Pizza. I hate myself! I meant to just eat ONE slice!

15 comments:

EbeautyBlog said...

21 is not old dear!!! If that's old then I'd be in my depressing year right now :(

But I do know what you mean when you reach a point where you're uncertain about the things in your life. Take it slow. Things will eventually work out. Hope you feel better soon :)

Askmewhats said...

if 21 is old, and Ebeautyblog gets depressed, I'll KILL MYSELF for being 30!!! hahahah gosh 21 is still young (in my dictionary) lol *hugsie*

Solacium said...

Oh my, don't feel old! :D You're still sooo young!! :D As long as you feel young inside, it'll be allllll good ;)

yay for updating! been waiting for this! woohooo!! thanks so much!! can't wait for you reviews on stuff and whatnot!

eclecticsatire said...

hope everything turns out alright. (: hang in there! go haul more stuff. :P

xoxo

angie519 said...

Awww things will get better sooner or later. I still don't know what I wanna do either .. =(

Goodness, look at the sunshine in beautiful Florida!

I love how you answer your own questions! haha you're so cute!

My gosh you got a lot of makeup! Yayyy!~

Kajal .. I think that's an Indian word. No idea how to say it though haha.

fuzkittie said...

You're so cute Tao! <3 Wow I think that's the first time I've seen your bf... that's your bf right? You two look so cute and happy~

Fifi said...

you look happy with your boyfriend! Hope you feel better soon, Tao.

janicey said...

Hi Tao!

Happy birthday to your bf! You guys are so cute together! Love your blog. Keep it up :)

izumi said...

goodness, what a huge haul. i love your vid though! and happy bday to your boyfriend :) 21 is NOT old.. i'm not even 21 yet! hahaha. hope you decide on your situation :\ and if you guys really really care about each other, i'm sure you guys can work something out. long distance sucks but for the right person, it can be totally worth it :)

♡ Nic Nic ♡ said...

Happy bday to your man!!

I watched your haul.. gosh its long :P fab haul tho!

I hope you'll find light at the end of the tunnel!!

Jamilla Camel said...

Hey Tao!

Believe me, you will start ignoring birthdays after 30 or so! Remember, it's not about the age...it's the state of preservation!

You look GREAT!! Your pic is soooooo cute!

You might want to apply and get a deferred entry date to grad school. Try working for a while after graduation, and that will give you time to make up your mind.

I got accepted for an MBA at the University of Washington, went one term, got major thryoid disease, and never went back.

Didn't make any difference in my career...but if you want to teach or research, you will definitely need a post-grad degree.

Good luck, and give yourself time to really think!

mascara whore said...

21?! lol we're 5 years apart =]
thats not that old.. lols

kawaiikao said...

great haul!! i want to go buy all the stila stuff now!! and that's so cute!! when you asked him how to pronounce kajol...hahaha!! my bf would have done the same thing -.-

jojoba said...

21 is NOT old!!! I am 37 and my husband is 33 (& 1/2) HAHAHAHAHA. so we should hang ourselves eh?


love your haul and those palettes look amazing!


you are right. don't ever sacrifice opportunities for higher education! you are beautiful and smart!

Olive said...

Awww..well I hope things work out for you. I'm sure they will ;)

OMG that is a lot of make up girl! Do you use all of those!?

LOL.."The American doesn't know" hahaha so funny!