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Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Soo...Is this thing still on?

Hi. 

Umm, so...yeah. This is awkward. 

I don't know how many of you still read this blog, but I want to say a huge thank you for those of you who do. 

I'm not sure if you guys knew, but my Youtube/Blogger has always been kept somewhat of a secret in real life. None of my friends nor family knew about it. I don't know why, but I felt like it was MY thing, you know? It was something I do on my personal time in my personal space as a release of pent up stress/emotions. After a while, I lost interest since the process of getting ready to film, record, edit (not that I did too much of that), and dealing with haters added more stress to my already jam-packed life. I stopped blogging and decreased video uploads. 

It was my intention to keep it that way, but as fate would have it, I ran into a subber in real life! I was with Bryan at the time, and he was perplexed as to why some stranger was hugging me and why I was so excited. After he learned that I have a YT channel...it was hard to keep that fact contained. 

Before I could stop him, all his coworkers/his friends/my friends knew. At first I was upset because I felt that my privacy was violated. I almost had to brace myself for the amount of imaginary jokes coming my way. 

However, what surprised me was how supportive everyone was. My friends gave me lots of encouraging words and also offered constructive criticism. To be quite honest, most of them were more excited about my channel than I was! I realized how people could YT as a career (although I couldn't handle it personally) when they have a strong support system. 

Even though it was more of an accident at the beginning, having my YT/Blog secret out has been very liberating. 



What excites ME the most is how many videos I could get Bryan to be in! :D 


We already recorded the Husband/BF tag! Feel free to check it out here if you have had a chance to!


When I'm not hustling in the corporate world and running around at the dog park, my life involves A LOT of sleeping. A. LOT. 


With that being said, the fire I had for YT/Blog at first had been re-lit! I am so excited for what all I have to share with you guys! Be prepared for the loads of reviews/tutorial/COUPLES VIDEOS coming up soon! 

That's it for today. Bye for now!

xoxo,

Tao

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Still here! Me and two of my friends watch your channel!
:)
Don't let mean people get to you. Just remember that Internet bullies aren't brave enough to be "tough" in real life. At least you have the guts to put yourself in the Internet, those people would never do that. You're a beautiful girl and have lots of subbies because we enjoy your videos. Just have fun and don't think too much about the negative people. I saw your vid with Bryan and I rhouht you two are adorable! So funny! He needs to be your co-star now and needs to do more tags with you! <3